21/03/2007

Unsatisfyingenesss

I never ever satisfy in my life. its not from me but analysised by a lot of my friends. im still thinking about it. i cant deny it. if i have 1, and after i wanna make it 2, 3, 4 and...bla bla. But for what, it is caused by my internal force or external force.

Internal force : did i too desire to make hefty thing,didnt i? as a lahiriah, it is normal for human unsatisfy about himself.
External force: People easily influenced by the other's perception about life. Men dont wear pink color juz becouse pink is means for girlish. For men whom enter the border, they will called as mak nyah or baby ice. In this case poeple will see u as big bouncer if u have a lot(talent,mooney,honeys,fat-food, cooolest and etc).

Pupils wanna get more A's in spm become as phenomenon nowaday. They basically could only 12 subject and the rest of it basically and theoritically least useful for their knowledges.

For Example when i'd have Syariah and Al-Quran Sunnah Subject there not need to get Tasawwur Islam. Ofcourse la they will get A for tasawwur, but for what reason.Once again i asks myself (perhaps u all also), it is form internal force or external force or both though?

1.while ago when i hanging out in Mall i saw the men who wore chunky clothes clinging on his body. Malaysian is quite hot to wear that stuff but he still do it. The other Malaysians may not bother on it(maybe it become usual to us) but for mat saleh(of course with only sandal reveal his toes) who are 1st time being at malaysia they might think "how crazy this people in that clothes". So, here obviously 2 perception between 2 amongst difference people. Which one we gonna takes, outside perception(mat saleh) or inside perception(malaysian)?

2. I got bad cough lately, but i still used ice as my main drink. One thing i had about coughing it will interrupt the focus in the class. Not my focus but my friends focus. Everytime i start cough they will glimpse at me, and i yank them back with another continuos coughing. But dont worry i'd already got my cough's medicine from unit kesihatan and yet i be ready to be soo sleepy after i digest that one.

3.Her excuse was that she missed her cat, Bubu. Welcome back to AF5(the organiser still do not satisfying about thier sms's and air mata's collection). So people out there plz prerequisite with couple of box of tisues because even the principle told to the press no more nite tears again but 1st concert revealed more than that(i aint watch it just follow the press's report). With arrangement of music like funfair standard what we wanna expect more from this. But plz be patience is not called Akademi Fantasiaa if there is no 'unexpected' momment will happend future. wait n see and plz drink ur coffee (coffee is good for sex and produce a lot of tears, i guess)

4. Insyallah (i'll try my best) to update my blog as sekerap as mungkin.Hold it !

current listening: hati emas by kembara