18/08/2006

i look stupid bcoz i am malay....

i look stupid if i speak malay, am i? yes,certainty. if i am go to 5 hotel star i am look stupid if i speak pure perak ren, if i go to cofeebuck i am look ridiculous and ppl will laugh at me if i speak pure northest. but they dont laugh at me (sumething that really proud) if i said something in malay and at the end of sentences i put "ma". besides, they dun laugh at me if imma speakang terabur also...so why i take a risk to speak malay, i dun want they laugh and make a joke of me...

to all of you, plz dun blame to especially artis because i am grown up from your system. the system that we are created and believing, i am like your mirror and represent of all new generation!!! u know dude, we r pretty tire and gonna be blur to hear all puisi by usman Awang, all hikayat'story as well as all dongeng story. but we are keen and desire to sit and hear Shakespeare, elizabeth ant etc as long as its from mat saleh (because we dun eat belacan we eat cheese). and we love sc and math subject. before this, we have to learn sc n math in malay (sumething i feel disgusting) that why we are tak pandai, and u can see rite now how we are doin well in sc and math subject, the result of sc and math in spm,pmr, upsr every years shown the progress and the graph always increase wut. many of us could speak in english, sing a song in english on tv.

is okay of u dun go to university if u worse in bahasa melayu because you can go to akedemi fantasia or others universities as long as you can mish-mash ya languange. Ladies and gentlemen, being a malay, quarter rawa, banjar, portugis make me fuss to use which language, i dun know how to speak rawa (i juz know several word like golap,nasi lomak) neither banjar(i dun know even the single word) nor portugis(never heard). so dun blame me if i speak in english. i think dat all because all the winner only get 2 minutes to speak up. ohh i forgot to say i really regret for my broken english and inept in bahasa melayu because basically i dun know who am i...that all thank you (heh, i dun know la how to spell "U", is it "you" or jus "u"??later la i check at DBP)


note shah:
minggu yg lepas telah mengajar aku byk perkara walupon terasa penat yg amat sgt. dan tidak lupa juga meninggalkan memori yg bakal aku bawa di masa hadapan, mengubah cara dan pemahaman aku tentang dunia dlm sisi yg berbeza (belajar apa itu erti kerja, apa itu erti mengampu,apa itu erti dikhianati). ya, hidup kita mesti terus belajar dan belajar dan kesilapan mmg berlaku.memori yg terindah?? mestilah sesi contengan dan lukisan di kaunter seranta kerna aku belajar bagaimana utk "melukis",heheh~