31/12/2006

orG PMR KaMbinG GuRuN PulaK YG sEBuK...

for sumeone who think he doing bad in their pmr read this
'Tinggalkan telefon bimbit jika mahu cemerlang'

every year when i read bout pmr,and everytimes it's knocking my memory about my past pmr. ya know, its feeling soo n soo realief when u step out from the hall for final paper. for any candidates ofcoz they will savor that merdeka feeling till the end but for me after 2 or 3 step i have to change my mind n set up it to another hasty learning. what it is?? it is about hafal n hafal...mayb somebody know n others not, for sumeone who wanna go to timur tengah university especially Al-Azhar they have to take e'ddadi exam, after pass it goes to thanawi exam and finally STA exam(not SAT!!). so that moment makanku,pakaiku, tidurku all about menghafal. it really kinda draining when u give fully strenuous efforts thoroughout for one exam n then u have to face other one, make u dehydrate the circulation of energy in your body as if the helluva mosquito suck ur blood. if i am not mistaken i'ddadi's paper should be 9, i do not remember at all subjects basically but my interested once to fiqh subject, n second,hadis(matan n sanad should be at fingertip bcoz u have to syarah that hadis). for the rest of that i can tell you mmg hancusss especially subject related to rules of arabic such as balaghah(eg:mushababih,mushabbabiyah,mudhaf,mudhafuilaih n kinda things lagi) and subjects related to theology and tafsir al-Ayah i guess so so jek...but thanz God, luckily eventually i'd pass that exam...n i think i'd done arabic at that tyme but tanpa disangka2 la budda wala tahza wala shakka i have to face it agaian at university. i tell u the highest arabic languange such as like in kitab al-umm and other kitab syarah for Al-Quran so difficult to study. that y i aint shock when even arabian their own self,they could understand the meaning of ayat Al-Quran. but if wanna compare my english to arabic insyaallahukana my arabic much more better than english but tu dulu-dulu la,skg ni sepatah haram aku tak paham dah,haha...

"ya enta rughul?"

p/s:dan bila aku jumpa dgn org yg kekononnya tahu bahasa arab mengatakan makna nama aku "shah" dlm bahasa arab ialah kambing gurun. dan aku hanya tersenyum kat dia. ya masyaikh,"shah" aku ni dipinjam dr parsi(iran) n org arab sendiri skg dah sedia maklum dgn term tersebut yg membawa maksud king.

~selamat hari raya korban~

30/12/2006

holla...

climbing to 2007,the 30cen will blow from ur stipend(if u'r makin gaji person and sorrow for kais pagi makan pagi)for petrol car that thing make roti canai and teh tarik's price up 10cen to 20cen each too.On de other hand because of incapable to manage the contract make the electicity tariff were also up 12% person(tnb should gain their profit margin if they buy electricity from plant the same price with from empangan kenyir,indeed the plant buy oilsource from gov half price from gas memasak kat umah). for Klang Valley residents they will continuous engulfed happiness till the end with the new water supply tariff were up as much as 15% for nyum-nyum ammonia-added. everything was hiked....

story of hikes
Ofcoz PMR result,which is goes better and better from year to year" Prestasi calon PMR makin meningkat "
~maybe graf jek kot yg turun,hehe

pemberian tender semakin meningkat
Nuansa bisnes: 2007 beri harapan baru kepada kontraktor
~bagaimana pula drpd pelabur asing??

27/12/2006

Datang lewat utk Fourrier's Law

Duduk di barisan kedua belakang membantu mata lagi rabun melihat pensyarah mencoretkan rumus di papan putih. setelah aku pasti yg aku cuma dpt melihat D,T,d,C aku merumuskan pula tulisan prof betul2 kecil jadi kuliah yg akan dtg pilih tempat yg lebih depan.mana mic?
hari pertama kelas bermula aku ponteng semua kelas sebagai mogok utk result aku semester lepas.bagaimana cara belajar yg baik ya(aku bermaksud utk mendapat semua A,bagaimana)?Mungkin dgn berkahwin awal shj??

~tapi org yg kaya takde la pandai sgt.

16/12/2007

howdy.quite long time i dunot scribble at here. neither i lost my tauch in writing nor nothing interesting story. but i got bit feel anxious to break the 100 of my posting,hehe...

into the darkness

Actually people are struggling to know themself. try to find which are his weakness and strongest. sometime we go into experimental and some sort to know better what we are. What we want and what our future prospect. In this life we always face two ways or maybe many more in our life. The conflict is we don't know which one the right ways that we have to choose. Moreover, we like both ways either.but sometimes the situation fate us, So we have to choose which one is more important without loose anything. In this situation people have to think deeply because every step to move on is influence another things in their life such as the friends relationship, family, study and others. People should to calm when they have to choose in their life, with deep thinking and put on it little bit wise we could choose the precise thing. whether at the end it will gain us or ruin us lets God decide it. at least we are brave to choose and moreover that is our own desicion and believing.

Sometimes the society is become the problem number one in deciding something in our life. The society will deem n fit it tight. They have ways to let you know and indicate of their disapproval. And after they have done that, they don't even have to be there for u to censor yourself or even to support u till the end.they will attempt every single ways to prove this is wrong that is rite. the society convinces us how important to use majority opinion than single. For me society have attempt and accept the differentiation in our member.

We life in liberalism spirit that believe every people have their on right to do what they want to do as long as they do not break the law. But one again, it is between liberty and fraternity, both are needed but usually one is weaken the other, thus one is should be selected.

But I believes on freedom spirit, people should do what they wants to do on their belief. If we fail at least we try, no regret at the end.

Out of track
this is not yet the final submission for my result, but i am really2 sad because i got D for engineering and society's subject(for other school like electrical and civil are needed to attend seminar and participate in 1 test only for get at least A-). the same lecturer that put me out of DEAN LIST last year with give me C for one subject which is i supposed to get at least B-. got the wrong for my carry mark at that moment. I dont know why i am always like this. btw hopefully this is not the last result, maybe after senate do their meeting, certain grade of my subjects gonna be higher than origin.

p/s: camne aku nak ambik master ni!!! i am jus leave 2 semester for gain and gain my pionter. i am not counter on LI for 6 months stint bcoz usually easy to score. and hopefully for will next this 2 semester i can do better for my PSM(projek sarjana muda),CIM- computer intragated manufacting.

and seriously aku macam nak sepak jek computer after tgk markah aku.


Ku kelemasan dalam kerinduan
dua jiwa, dua hati,
terpisah antara 2 permukaan,
mencuba untuk menjadi bersama,

tolongi aku,
gapai tangan cinta ini,
aku tetap menanti,
hingga hujung nafas ini

p/s: aku bukan dlm kerinduan =). tetapi masa aku menaip puisi ini, aku menitiskan air mata. tak pasti sama ada air mata kegembiraan atau tidak sebab anak sedara aku menyembur mata aku dengan perfume.


note shah:
aku agak tersentuh menonton bersamamu-penuhi impian. semalam kisah ttg hafizah yg ingin menjadi pakar forensik.aku memberikan credit yg besar utk rancangan ini. pada aku rancangan2 sebeginilah yg baik utk dimuntahkan kpd masyarakat, melayu khususnya. sudah lama semangat dan motivasi kita dilunturkan sejak tahun 1511 lagi~ Doha, Qatar malaysia hanya mendapat 8 emas sahaja dan dlm emas itu hanya shalin dan zandra shj melayu itupun emas berpasukan. betapa melayu jauh ketinggalan dlm bidang sukan~ dan seronok melihat org2 kaya arab memboroskan duit, walaupon kaya tetapi bodoh dungu, bayangkan negara2 arab tanpa petroleum??~